"Sometimes, when you have a problem, it can seem like you’re all alone with no-one to turn to. Some people find solace in the bottom of a glass, others turn to music. I can’t afford a bottle of Vodka a night so I am going to turn to the world of Rock". But with ma ancestors completely away from this field and being a simply indian , can i chose this path.....
Today I decide to share my most mundane problems with the rock world in which many have been living from years. After coming to Hyderabad i actually comfirmed myself that head banging is way too small a thing to be a rock star, There are drugs, more drugs, unlimited alcohol , smoke, weed, LSD, Grass and just every thing that scares a person the very first time he takes them. LLLLuckly my dwindling goals in life and my shity dream generator didnt overrule my conscience. Here many may object me by proving that i know nothing about rock but thn they are polietly said SHUT UP coz its my page.
I like all others started my journey by listening to enrique, backstreet stuff in the starting . No doubt they were gooood but its a lil unkool for alll of us here to name ourself their fan. specially when the world of music revolves around meeting people and feeling proud of the collection and music taste one has.....NIrvana was my first Rock album from where i picked up the spirit to learn the guitar. luckily my X girl frend gifted me that just at the rite time. I then went around to people to learn things they are comfortable at but always got demotivated because it was too tough for me to be like them when i had hell lot of other intrests too. Slowly and gradually from the song papa kehte hea to my own compositions today i feel a lil satisfied but only when i have learnt to act blinfolded when the demotivation takes its place.
I will not lie , But i did try to be like many of the other rockstars by started doing things they do and developing their tastes but it was way to scary for a kid like me to cross that barrier. Today i am happy i have played with some great rockstars and a lil disappointed that i cant be one among them.
well why i got hit with this thought is coz when i was unpacking my stuff yest ( i have come back to hyD, and soon would be leaving this place in search of a better career) i just thought It has been fairly quiet on the Rockstar front as of late, and most importantly i will not be keeping track with my guitar and music in future too. This is one of the major barrier for a rockstar, you just cant continue with it. But i wish all of you mosfet lovers may you continue the journey if you have really given it a life.
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hey...dnt let ur guitar go away from you...careers keep on changing and even if you don't have one stable one..its ok..bt as far as I know you (which might not be an in depth understanding), you are better off as a rockstar kid (this kid was intentional) :)
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