have i made it large...The new wave..

i dont dream of a gini but i dream big. I dnot think i can do it but see it . i dont only see people where they are making mistakes but i know their future too.... BUt the irony here is i am too afraid to share this dream of mine with anyone. LIfe has many ups and down, and dreaming it when its on the lower half of sin wave is perhaps a blunder.. but what else you can do when u reach the crest or trough ( which so ever is the lowest ) of that wave.

I have taken some big steps already to step aside on the adjacent lane where there is nothing what all my frends see or where they are running, there is only hope and no experience books on it. where the trend is unlike of others, which leads to success for who so ever walks over, in his or her own way.

Well by saying big steps on my lane is not overreacting on my decision ,but i mean where every decision takes the hell lot of shit out from you. Where there is only you ;fighting with your self...
I am walking to learn running and then to become an entrepreneur. I dont know how much its possible, but i am truely doing things which none of my frends is doing at this time. So what , if they are enjoying after office..what if they are with their gals and making me jealous. so what if they write " i miss india " or " Missing Mom's food back in my country " on their facebook page. ( Opps sorry yes it matters if they write all that crap there - who the hell asked them to go abroad ) but ya they are fighting to be a leader in their run.. to achieve what is written on that experience book which i talked about above.

I differentiate every thing by saying either i see a short term goal or i strive for a long term goal. I have to make it big..Fortunately or unfortunately i have chosen the later. Lets see...